This site is dedicated to the memory of Malcolm Carpenter.

Malcolm Carpenter was born in Amersham Hospital on April 09, 1965. 'On the day that you were born The angels got together And decided to create a dream come true So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold And starlight in your eyes of blue'. That's a true story!

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Oh my! I just wrote a long letter to you about missing you at Christmas and then it was all lost because I wasn't logged in! I just wanted to wish you a merry christmas Malc and to let you know just how much I miss you, and especially today. Remember when we were kids at Xmas, waking up to pillow cases filled with little bits and bobs, chocolates and satsumas. I remember those Walkie Talkies we got one year. The we'd watch morning telly in our pajamas before getting dressed later to run up to Nan's house for more presents. I remember snow on some christmases, building snowmen and snowball fights. Remember those awful dufflecoats we had and mittens on a string? And wellington boots! Those were the days ey. Then we'd have the best roast dinners that Nan made...oh my, I miss them! I miss you so much Malc, my heart has a permanent ache, it's like it's bruised and just won't mend. I try not to cry as you've seen but on days like this I just can't help it and I am again typing through tears. It just hurts so much. It should have been me to go, not you. You deserve to be here more than I do. I called Mother the other day but she wouldn't speak to me. Speaking via 'F' she said I would cause aggro. I'm not sure what aggro I could cause really, I just wanted to see if she was still at that address and wish her a nice christmas. I bought her a present but I have no money to send it til the 30th. I would hope she likes it but I fear she would give it away to someone else. I do miss her. For whatever reason, she stopped speaking to me the day you moved into hers for a while, we'd been chatting for four years before that. I even spent two christmases with her. Once on my own I went there for dinner and one Christmas with you there too. We had our first christmas all together for the first time since I was most probably 15 or 16! No matter how much she pushes me away, I still have a part of me that's empty because she doesn't want to know me. She's always been a bit of the puzzle that's missing. I was so happy when she was in my life. But you know all this and I know you're sad too. Watch over her for me too ey, I still love her no matter what. I have to post this now before the hour is up so it's posted on Xmas day, I love you so much and miss you too, Always your loving sis, Neek ~xXx~
MoniQueues
25th December 2009
Malc, a wonderful brother loved by this skin and blister .... more than he knew, missed daily. An inspiration to all that met him, a honour to know him. God rest your precious soul, in the arms of the angels .... Love you bro xxxxxxxxxxxx
caroline wilson
14th December 2009
Malc, I wish you were here. I really need you. You were the one person that NEVER judged me. You were always there with a sunny smile when I was down. My heart breaks a little bit more every day, your loss is more than I can bear sometimes. Love ya bruv. Neek XXX
MoniQueues
23rd July 2009
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